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Theburningsoul's worldIn a world of nonsense, everything something is, it isn't, everything it would be wouldn't, and everything it wasn't, was. 9 novembre Airborne to Chairborne!Airborne to Chairborne" is the title of the essay I studied in school as a 10th standard student. Later, I met the man. His ideas on God, euthanasia and the condition of the disabled induced a catechism of my very complacent notions. This post (his article) is a tribute of sorts !! Airborne to Chairborne All my attempts to move my limbs were futile. The pain in the neck was excruciating and it intensified by the second. I was stumped for a moment but quickly recovered to realise the seriousness and significance of my inability to get up. I do not remember whether I screamed involuntarily, then, in sheer desperation. On that abominable night, my mind was in a medley of intense frustration, utmost dejection and extreme disappointment. For some timeless moments, I wished I were dead. On 28 June '88, at around 2300 hrs, whilst returning to the Officers Mess on my motorcycle after night flying, I drove onto a road barrier just ahead of the technical area gate, inside Air Force Station, Pathankot. The impact of the helmet on the wooden bar wrenched my neck and broke the cervical spine. Fifteen minutes after the accident, I was taken to the Station Sick Quarters in an unconscious state. While being carried, my head was left unsupported. The base of the helmet (rear side) which was resting against the nape of the neck pushed the fractured vertebrae into the cervical spinal cord. (The casualty must always be carried in a stretcher, after immobilising his/her neck with a cervical collar.) The resultant spinal injury completely paralysed me below the neck. After overnight's stay in Military Hospital (MH), Pathankot, I was transferred to Army Hospital, Delhi (AHDC). Neck surgery failed to mitigate my predicament. Though I had brief spells of consciousness during the fortnight's hospitalisation in AHDC, my memory fails to recollect my fight for survival. On 12 July '88, I was transferred to the Spinal Cord Injury Centre of MH Kirkee, Pune. Two weeks after my admission, I gathered my wits and eagerly inquired about the prognosis. The medical officer looked up and motioned his hands skywards; perhaps he wanted me to adjure divine intervention. This charade instantly deflated my hopes but it lucidly conveyed the enormity and helplessness of the incurable nature of the incapacitation. Inconsistencies of life have always bemused me but not even the wildest nightmare presaged that one day I would fall prey to such a quirk of fate. The modicum of faith I had in Providence got shattered when I failed to show even an iota of improvement. The cervical spinal injury (quadriplegia) necessitated me to lead a totally dependent life, tethered to the bed and wheel chair. Now, I am like a man fettered for life; unable to use my hands and legs, incontinent and spoon‑fed. Ironically, the most painful aspect of quadriplegia is the painlessness! It isn’t mere loss of tactile inputs and outputs but absolute dependence on someone else to accomplish mundane necessities and domestic chores that yoked me; even for things like swabbing ears and swatting flies. Disuse atrophy had set in within a couple of months and took its toll by altering the geometry of my torso and limbs. The mirror replicated the image of a human skeleton swathed in a layer of wizened skin. Two years' stay in MH Kirkee taught me how to battle the numerous encumbrances and how to conquer the bouts of depression. With a smile on my face, I managed to dissemble the pangs of the heart. The Indian Air Force (IAF) realised my uselessness and discharged me from the service on 12 April '90. The silly accident dealt coup de grace to my aspirations and terminated my fledgling career in the IAF. In August '90, at the young age of 26, I got admitted in Paraplegic Home, Park Road, Kirkee, Pune, as an inmate to begin the second phase of my life ‑ afresh. I was born and brought up in a village by name Chirayinkil, 35 kms north of Trivandrum. At the age of nine, I entered Sainik School, Kazhakootam. A slow learner and an unobtrusive student by nature, I had excelled consistently in both academics and sports. Later on, I was found worthy enough to be adjudged as the best Air Force cadet of 65th course of National Defence Academy (NDA), Khadakwasla, Pune and as the best in aerobatics of 134th Pilots Course of Air Force Academy, Secunderabad. In Dec '84, I was commissioned into the IAF as a fighter pilot. I had 700 hours of flying experience (including 500 hours of flying in a magnificent flying machine called MiG-21) during my truncated career in the IAF. All my efforts to rationalise personal catastrophes have always mystified and at times stupefied me. To adapt to the new challenges posed by the debility, I had to unshackle myself from the self‑imposed stupor. Therefore, in Sep '90, I decided to learn the art of writing by holding a pen in my mouth (because of dysfunctional hands). I began scribbling illegibly but was chagrined to find little progress even after 3 weeks' laborious efforts. Then, I decided to change tactic and wrote a letter to Sheela George, the person who kept on chivvying to start mouth‑writing (earlier I had paid little attention to her exhortations). My joy knew no bounds when I completed the few lines that embodied my first mouth‑written letter. Initially, I found my hard work to be a mere pie in the sky; but, 4 to 5 months' assiduous efforts resulted in attaining a readable style of writing. This modest achievement enabled me in reviving the chain of correspondence and begetting new friends. In May 1991, I was presented with an electrically operated wheel chair, with chin controls for manoeuvring, thanks to the benevolence of the IAF. Motorised mobility, though only a poor substitute for natural one, has enlivened my lifestyle considerably. It was Wing Commander PI Murlidharan, my former flight commander, who mooted the use of a personal computer (PC), as a writing tool. He added that it would assist me to utilise my mental faculty to the hilt. Hitherto unsuccessful attempts in procuring a keyboard (modified to suit my requirements) have somewhat emasculated my resolve. Nonetheless, my hope of acquiring a PC remains undiminished. In the meantime, I toyed with the idea of teaching. For some untenable reasons, I kept on declining the offers by bringing one imaginary reason or another as an ad hoc excuse. Aforesaid setbacks notwithstanding, I'm very hopeful of converting the second phase of my life into something as meaningful as the one I would have had from the confines of a cockpit. Believe it or not, every dark cloud has a silver lining. To surmount even seemingly insuperable obstacles, one has to muster the remnant faculties and shun the thought of disability and then canalise one's dormant energies purposefully and whole‑heartedly. It isn't just physical ability and average intelligence but an insatiable appetite for success and an unflagging will power that would texture the warp and woof of the fabric called human destiny. Greater the difficulty, sweeter the victory. 5 septembre its me ...I understand what True Pain is Waking up without a soul Existing forever But always alone I know where sorrow is born in the icy depths of mans empty heart his spirit of love to tear apart I see misery in every pace Knowing no mercy Nor Joy Nor peace Only death can bring them ease Hear Loathing in every word Every breath a burning pain Lies,Deciet, and wraths distain I feel I hate inside mankind Rotting,Filth,Disease,Decay In their defense Nothing to say I taste the rotten flesh of sin Toxic putrescence ,Bitter and Vile Evil by nature ,the mind of a child, I am the truth in all that you feel, My humanity stolen,compassion is gone, I am what which you know is wrong I am in misery and darkness complete Knowing no other than that of my soul, Destined for soltitude I am always alone. 2 septembre Sweet VictoryThe winner takes all It's the thrill of one more kill The last one to fall Will never sacrifice their will Don't ever look back on the wind closing in The only attack were their wings on the wind oh the daydream begins And it's sweet, sweet, sweet victory, And it's ours for the taking It's ours for the fight And it's sweet, sweet, sweet victory, And the world is ours to follow Sweet sweet sweet victory 28 août My Dog TiniWell all pets are special for their owners and the same way she is special for me too . I wont boast on what she does or brag about how special she is. she is a simple dog thats all .. breed Pomerian.. She is 4 months old. I brought her when she was 2 Months old.. All the poeple dispised me because she was a girl and people said a boy rocks and girls arent good . I dont find any difference though! I love her more than anything else in the world. Sometimes she sits on me and looks at me with that face of hers sometimes reminding me of past memories recoiled in this stone heart.. Really? .. NAW :) .. As i told she is just a simple dog in a simple world! There is a quote "My goal in life is to be as good of a person my dog already thinks I am " Well the quote says it all .. Sometimes i wish I could be that dog .. my dog.. But then after a day of fights and frustrations I look forward to kick her like a football? But then I feel ill be kicking myself on the butt .. I just couldnt do it .. inspite of all what she does to my pants .. my ears.. She is a angel in a animal form thats all I can say Nothing much more about her.. I have posted a few pics.. I hope you like them Ash 21 août The best gift for me ever!Big and tall was the mountain before me, Rising from the depths of the blue sea, Overhanging above the wide, wide earth, Teetering about its own huge girth. How I longed to reach its peak and Eye the world and all its land, Rivers and valleys, the hill and the plain, Downs of Australia,plateaux of Spain, Everything that stretches across the shore And goes on for miles and miles and more. Rolling blue oceans with their waves so high; Yearned I to view what lay far and nigh. Oh so high and higher I would go, Up above where the fleecy clouds flow. All of a sudden crashed over me a Realization that was so very bitter: Early in my youth, when I was full of life, When I knew no worry, no struggle nor strife, One accident had I, forget it I shall never; Now it has left me maimed and crippled for ever. Down poured my tears without hindrance, Even as I saw someone looming in the distance. Right up to me came he, holding out his hand, Flashing a smile at me, he helped me up and Up the majestic mountain he led me. A Light of hope was he; I call him Brother. The above poem was written by my sister Sana to me :) .. The best gift i had for Raksha Bandhan.. 17 août My Favourite Song.I Am A Simple Man So I Sing A Simple Song Never Been So Much In Love And Never Hurt So Bad At The Same Time. I Am A Simple Man And I Play A Simple Tune I Wish That I Could See You Once Again Across The Room Like The First Time. I Just Want To Hold You I Don't Want To Hold You Down I Hear What You're Saying And You're Spinning My Head Around And I Can't Make It Alone. The Ending Of The Tale Is The Singing Of The Song Make Me Proud To Be Your Man Only You Can Make Me Strong Like The Last Time. I Just Want To Hold You I Don't Want To Hold You Down I Hear What You're Saying And You're Spinning My Head Around And I Can't Make It Alone. 13 août Back to Poems.The serene night with u comes to an end with my death the sunlight rose upward to ammend every past every moment recoiled in this stone heart broke up like the vessels of a Indian clay mart i lay by your arms,awaiting death a poor mans joke my mind takes me to the time immortal where i was once a free man with no story to tell, u made this life a heaven from my past hell, thou gave me nothing, nor did i give u anything, love for once i despised as cowardice, i played my life as it were pieces of dice awaiting my death in ur arms for no reason why, a life without u is like a imprisoned bird waiting to die we ran together for 7 years, years of hope, years of freedom,years of love and joy, then suddenly u said i was a dumb boy, love turned into deceit, Candies into hard hitting words flowers turned into urns,dreams turned into dust, Why .. is the question. i ask as my last wish, you could not see me in my eye, your body was filled with sin,bloody sin, that thousand perfumes of rome wouldnt wipe out, I faced death twice once by the hands of the almighty, other from thy hands filled with contempt. on the way , Satan asks me you fool why did u go to her? I stood speechless thinking u were a heaven in my hell. let those who love ye be reminded, A man who loves faces death twice Once at the hands of his enemies, once from his own hands. 12 août The Funny Thing Called as Love = Indian VersionThis
is for all those who patronize the so called thing called as "love"
First of all I am not a pessimist or a guy who doesn't support love..
Even I love someone.... Anyway Read this poem before u go ahead with
the things.. Love they say is very might and vast
They say it cant be equalledLove is the connection of souls Well I say it gives your heart holes Love they say is a matter of pride I say Hey mac step aside let me go by Love is victories of victories Love they say cant be defeated Love they say is Holy and pious I say Oh My god......Why are these couples so suspicious? They say Love is not lust I say Yes true that's what both of them ask first They say Love is Filled with Flowers and fruits I say Love is a mischief which should be cut from the roots They say Love is like the rain.. Clear and Magnificent I say Love is a Khichadi Which is made very efficient They Say when you love you are not afraid I say Yeah baby..Now i know why countless couples Escape They say People envy Love as they are jealous I say Wow People You are so generous  They Say Love Doesn't needs looks or riches I say Hmm if thats the case why do girls shift boy friends every other hour? They say first love cant be Erased I say True But why to write such a phrase? They Say Countless Immortals have died in love I say Thank god The population was Balanced because of them They ask me Did you ever Love You hearted cold I say to them with a tear in my eyes I was Loved by the clouds But then I loved the rain I was Loved by the flowers But then i loved the tree I was Loved by the sunshine But then I loved the moon I was Loved By You.......But then I never Loved anyone else. " Now that's the clear proof that ... I am not a man who hates love..Now along with the story.. Now
This story is about Love In India... You will find it strange But its
true... many of u wont like it :) But still I am going forward with it
:) The story
is simple straightforward ... A Boy.. sees a girl... She has good body,
(Sexy figure),Good () () ( I hope u got what that means :) ) ..And a
perfect aaassschiii... oh i got a sneeze sorry.. I mean she has a perfect face.. She is labeled as Challu
by the boys.. Now a boy walks forward and proposes her... Now This
girl Either will reject him or else if he looks good or if she has
intentions on him being her bakra
for the next 4 months then she will directly say yes.. Now a common
girl... what does she do?... let me tell u ... u be friends with her
for 1 week.,.. u then give her signs of love or flirting...then u
propose her... she says she needs time... Now This girl in one week
installs the feeling of love in her mind out of nowhere.. man I mean Cmon.. a week before she never loved anyone ... and in one week She installs the Feeling of love? .. I feel its full of spyware
though... :) ..this installation process is lengthy and i feel is
overrated... Boys do all sorts of stuff to make sure she says yes.. Now
the installation process is complete.. the feeling from heaven has been
integrated into her mind and soul and now she loves this guy....
Amazing isnt it? I wish u guys good luck with ur installations... :) .. I meant something else :D PS. This Story may be childish,stupid and such stuff for some of the readers,, so please dont post comments giving implicit bad words or some crap like that ... :) .. We Just dont care :) .. we are crap we are happy with that :) 27 juillet Trinity - The Matrix TriologyThis entry has been ethically divided into 3 parts to make sure none of the contents mix up.. Let me begin the entries here with ..what?.....hmm i forgot already... i left writing long backk... about a 3 months ago.. i went on to hybernation.....Hybernation is a process where u dispose of what you made by trying so much.. all the hard work everything u did just goes into the drain.. doing nothing.. But yes I did accomplish the feat of ascending monthly bills of my ISP.. from 3k to 5k to 7 k and the latest 14 k.. Now lets come back to that later Let me begin here with my first entry... Guess who it will be? A new girlfriend? A sad ending to my habit? Sex?oops :).. ok here it goes.. 1. A Trip to hell.... Well well well... Finally one rainy day I decided its time I go for some adventure.. So i packed up my jamies.. and went on a quest....To Dugarwadi = A hell for me.. Now Why? here goes this sincere attempt in describing one of the most beautiful places undisovered by a foriegn man :) .. Now This place Dugarwadi lies to about 30 kms from my place.. We had to go there on our bikes.. Now we had one bike and 2 people.. Now the roads were good.. Nothing worth mentioning other than small waterfalls springing up out of nowhere like the way mushrooms erupt from nowhere in the rainy season.Now.. We reached the part of the road. which was filled with rocks enough to rip our tyres apart now me tried to be gracious on my vehicle and took up my 110 pound body from it and thought of walking.. We parked the vehicle at a womens house.. She said with her typical hysterial voice.. if u wanna park u gotta pay me 10 bucks mac.. I Said ok.. She again scowls that.. people say yes but they come back drunk and they never give anything.. I am like No Dont worry we will pay.. We didnt have drinks :D Well then.. We began the Decent to the Waterfall.. Now Dugarwadi.. is mosly like a natural jungle.. u find mushroom growing out of snailtops, spiders dancing around with the dew drops, and yea apparently leaches..... We walked around the mud.. naked.. i mean Feet naked.. without the shoes.. we reached a platform where we could see the waterfall falling from the skies.. yea yea right its falling from the rock and stuff but u see it was raining that day and we didnt take raincoats.. i am happy wet :) The guy with me vineeth suggested we go on our underpants and try rolling in the mud..I welcomed his appettite for being a maniac but i suggested we move on.. Now the Natures royal Fucking began now this is a process which nature puts before man all obstacles like stones and thorns and pricks and porn.. Ooops Sorry :) .. We saw fallen tries and tried to climb on them only to see our asses down on the earth wailing in pain :).... A New guy up there would be excited by the trek thing and stuff But me Now for all those who havent any knowledge of my physical appearance let me describe.. I am a baby elephant with a brain of a fox. And if i carry around me buckets i could give out enough sweat to feed out every fish in the dead sea.. I was sweating like hell.. And it was too deep and within in the jungles.. Our legs got sprained.. We had Leaches trying to suck our blood from our fat ass.. Mosquitoes.. God Mosquitoes over there are FBI trained man.. u go there they attack u like a Whip.. U have to run or u are dead.. Bees.. even rats.. But the good thing is on the way u see waterfalls .. Rocks which have been camouflouged by the rain into look like fallen warriors of the 20th century fox films..u could see mans face in some of them... We finally reached the waterfall.. Now The water was rising now it was upto my naval area.. We were two and we couldnt cross the water alone.. we waited in despair for someone but no one came.. alas we began the journey upward.. And in a nick of time we saw 2 drunkyards coming down the lane... We told them our story they said lets cross together.. Now the journey after that is good and bad.. the things worth mentioning is that we all had nasty falls and our ass became like those swelled up idlis ...... We saw the waterfall played in it and Now began the upward journey the most difficult.. i almost succummed there but.. I thought oh cmon my unborn kids will lose their father so I just went on and on and on ................ I came home that day.. Removed my wet clothes....took a bath.. had a instant tomato soup... went to sleep.... ie .. For u people to understand its the end of this entry .. :) 2. Back to eating pastes and burning hands... Ah yes.. Now.. yesterday ... I went on a trip to somewhere which I would have never have ever.. if it werent for some typical Character called as Rahulbaba.. Now his id says nrirahul. i often wondered was that for inspiring a thought of good character on cold hearted girls lying in chat rooms (Well most of them are boys and the remaining 40% are yahoo bots ) Anyway.. We wanted to have some beer.. No I dotn drink now.. I left it long back.. we wanted to chat so we thought go to the bar and have a beer and stuff.. But it appears.. Ekadashi. Holy day in the indian calendar forced bar owners to close shutters down for that day .. so we quit the idea of beer So we thought.. lets have something as good as beer... Dosas... Now I am a south indian so i know the chemistry behind the Dosa But u see.. I been dieting since past 2 months so I thought lets have one.... and I am often the mood offender of people with my likes and dislikes.. this time.. I didnt want to make a day more shitty for this guy who is already covered with lot of shit..; we had a dosa debating on how much cheese he applies on the top for half a Dollar Dosa.. One was named Cheese Spring Dosa and the other Hyderabadi Dosa.. Now to be frank both tasted the same.. I really dont know why they categorize it that way .....But anyway we had that dosa.. Now.. we finished the dosa with our body adding up 320 Calories After that began the real adventure.. we went on the mary go round.. Well to be frank I thought i am too old for that.. Well Not too old too fat for that kind of adventure peircing down my body in peices.. now we sat on that thing.. the guy sitting before me started smoking up ciggerates and tried to teach me a few lessons in physics . i was obviously not intrested in none.. I was afraid that the thing will break crashing down :).. Anyway We LOVED IT .. for the first time in my life I loved something and i didnt ask for a 2nd time thing.. I often am a u know brat.. if i like something I will go for a second round.. But then i realised sometimes things are like what they are.. enjoying a trip for one time lasts around a lifetime memory but doing it 100 times will be boring soon enough :) Well hatts off to Rahul for that Adventure.. I loved it Totally Enjoyed it man :) 2 juillet Poems Poems PoemsLOve they say is Very might and vast They say it cant be equalled Love is the connection of souls Well I say it gives your heart holes Love they say is a matter of pride I say Hey mac step aside let me go by Love is victories of victories Love they say cant be defeated Love they say is Holy and pious I say Oh My god......Why are these couples so suspicious? They say Love is not lust I say Yes true thats what both of them ask first They say Love is Filled with Flowers and fruits I say Love is a mischief which should be cut from the roots They say Love is like the rain.. Clear and Magnificient I say Love is a Khichadi Which is made very efficient They Say when you love you are not afraid I say Yeah baby..Now i know why countless couples Escape They say People envy Love as they are jealous I say Wow People You are so genrous :D They Say Love Doesent needs looks or riches I say Hmm if thats the case why do girls shift boy friends every other hour? They say first love cant be Erased I say True But why to write such a phrase? They Say COuntless Immortals have died in love I say Thank god The population was Balanced becasue of them They ask me Did you ever Love You hearted cold I say to them with a tear in my eyes I was Loved by the clouds But then I loved the rain I was Loved by the flowers But then i loved the tree I was Loved by the sunshine But then I loved the moon I was Loved By You.......But then I never Loved anyone else. 20 juin Back to PoemsAs you walk on the Virgin Sands of the beach The Treese give u solacle with their breeze The sun gives you Shade in its grace He asks you who art thou the eternal light You Body is wrapped in the silent silks You walk on where the honey dew milks The silent pace in which you trend makes the coming grasses offend They wait for your grace upon them Like the grace of the monsoon for the farmers You are life in many ways unknown unreasoned The 16 year old Blossoms in hearts of millions For some thy art inspiration to work for some to live,For some to survive For thy word speaks the untruth of evil the unkindness of the sin The Silent pace at which you steal away No wealth can bribe No prayers persuade to stay 26 mai Just another Entry heheWell well well what do we have here Hmm Lets see Summer heat Which makes my body clean By Helping the (Already) tortured soul with Giving out tons of H2o in the form of sweat which in turn helps me look like shit in the end(By the way I do look like shit) Well what else eh Well A girl who I love tries to cut her hand in utter stupidity I dont know why she does She talks something else and does something God almighty I Hope when she means She eats chicken she eats chicken or else She must be consuming the Ancient carrier of Souls (Crows hehe) Just kidding Yea I have to say Just kidding or she will eat me up You seee Well Its nearly 2 months that I have Put some Data before your ur Holy eyes that u could verify with ur brains and then pass comments Well then here I make a pathetic attempt to get your undivided magnified Super implified Personified ( Oh god so many adjectives) Attention (For Crying out loud hehe) Well Let me think what shall i write about ..........my girl Naaa..........My work....naa.... Life.....naaa......Sex ooops :D ............nnaaaa ....Travel..........Naaa....hmm Well Let me write something about Someone whome i dont know and Whome I dont feel Oh god No Not another filmy story Let me think think think on what I wish to depict in my Holy Blog this time............Yea Why dont I write Something about Everyone........... Well first of all God Almighty............... What can I say about him He is One of the Airs that we breath in and out(Even if its polluted these days) He is in the Water we drink(Full of Clorine) He is in the Earth We live in(Full of potholes) Well He read this Entry of mine He says to me Oye What do u think eh Potholes,Pollution and So on I say God Do You want me to Pray all day and night then He says to me Ashwin Your work is Workship And SInce the past 1 month I cant see u working So Forget the prayer I say ok.....Work is workship he says Yeah.........I say Ok He says Saying ok doesent mean You get it Actually when Its explained to u a 40 times u get it in ur brains I say What did I do wrong ........He says Actually You know The Problem Is You never did anything thats whats Wrong :) Then Next in the list is my mom Well I dont have much to say about her........Spare me the Poems about moms and this and that She is the Best mother And the most Strict mom I ever had in my entire life Well I wish I could be her son in the next Janam or U know NExt time when I get born.......Hmm I dont believe I really said that....... Third Comes Rahul.......... Well Now Putting Rahul before My girl Is a Issue Which I dont wish to Disclose before anyone But Whoever Has Anything to say about it Do let me know U see This guy Frankly speaking is good for nothing And a pathetic Looser (This is what I thought about him then when I met.) Oh Forget me there was another guy Who came for a interviev He Thought Rahul is the Peon of the Office Little did he know that Rahul was the Most important guy over there Sparing the Snake Godesss Or what I shall say Snake Demoness or something.....Well Rahul BabaSaheb Bansode Well I never really said this to him But I liked his id in a very nice way U see Everyone in that company had their hotmail address as Hotmail.com But this guy Was smart enough to configure it to something else U know He was Unique but not those Superman Uniques but u know Uniques in small things Well then His Id Nrirahul on yahoo I thought wow he is a patented owner to that id I said How many Rahuls will be abroad Now Cursing this guy for not giving them the exclusive Privilige of Using that Id NRI RAHUl in the whole world only he has that id its Like U know asking macdonalds who was its first customer or something like that .Well more in line for this guy Well He is a pretty normal guy........I hate him for his smoking habbits.Well I am proud to call him my best friend as of now even if he is around 7 Years older than me What can i Say he rocks... And in the behaviour way he is U know Ok ok typa He wont talk shit or anything he has shit but he depicts shit with a point which makes me realise how stupid I have beeen He puts before My Stupid Questions in my own Way and lets me find the answer I love him for that Now Enough of Blah Blah Blah about this guy or His Wife Ok let me say Future wife will think I am gay or something Donno How girls take things u know Really.........Oh Talking about girls Lets begin My side of life now My girl Well Due to privacy Reasons the name of that Girl cant be divulged in public She is a Celebrity in herself a Supreme commander of my mind And Who can Blackmail me to my knees if she wants.......As if she has some Wireless remote control which she can click whenever she wants the Same way Adam sandler gets one in Click .......well that was a imaginatory one this ones real And unfortunately for me this girl does use her powers ............Girls...................Yea I know they ,,,,,,,Oh I mean they Rock. hehe Well I call her many names u know this and that She calls me Some girly wirly name or something She is just 17 or 16 But she speaks as if she is some U know CEO of IT company with such a Refined Voice which makes me goo Hmmmmm Hmmmmmm hmmmmmmm hmmmmmm hehe Well I dont want to write more about her She knows what she is for me and what and so on So Better cut the crap and go forward shall we? Ashi Well I guess I have written much about her in my previous Blogs well she is u know the best girl i ever met(As a FRIEND) We fight we scractch we screach we cry we Stand by each other Well I guess in 8 months of Friendship She showed me the World Her world that is.........:P I almost forgot My sis...........Rhea Biswal Well I just met her in the last 2 months she was sheduled to do suicide on some issue I just said hi she was depressed I said Call me up Lets talk first and then u die She said ok she called me up I donno what did i do I made her realise What she was doing was shit and U know I gave her some Advice Well I dont need any so i give people advices hehe And Now She is partly happy and sad Well Due to the unfortunate attempt on some guy on her she is a bit angry,,,, I hope she regains normalcy soon enough Love u behna............:) Now this is another issue Who is next? Ah Yes............I would like to mention Some people in some lines Gaurav Shinde.......He has been a friend of mine since the last 15 Years(thats a huge timespan) Well We have been competitors in school for ages We never really admitted the fact that we wanted to beat each other in studies but u know We tried our best And due to the good competition we used to prosper in a good way Well He is one of my closest friends ever and he still is A good friend sharing ideologies.........Brains,,,,,,,,Many things. Another guy In line is Vineeth Kothmire Well I guess I know him since the past 10 Years He lives close to my home and often drops By And I have spent most of the time with him He is a Body Wody freak U know the metrosexual guys who do u posing and stuff oh god spare me those thoughts he is a good guy with some Cabbage in place of brains and Some of the people call him Bokad Bheja ( He is a MEat seller So people say Bokad (Male goat in Marathi) Bheja (Brain) So its like a Bokad Bheja thats Goat brain or something i say wow ,........what a description.......hehe Well Yeah Many others are surely there in my life But i dont know how to mention them and what to mention about them the ones who i have been with the most are being mentioned in the above lines........ THE PEOPLE TALk Hello We are the above people Who Wish to comment on the above writing of this sinful Ashwin Iyer So If you can move aside mr Iyer can we get our share 1 God Talks............No need to say anything about anyone I have already told it Work is workship 2 My Mom talks.............oye Sharam waram hai kya Poora din Computer key samney pada rehtha hai Jaakey Padai kar 3 Rahul talks...........Arey Ashwin Tu kasa ahes? Arey tu kasa ahes? *(Ashwin How are u How are u ? in marathi)hows the work going on Ash And so on No I dont want to hear that shit Verisign Secured (A Deep SIgh on Secured) blah Blah He keeps on talking 4 my girl talks? ...........Oh god Please Better She skips She already talks a lot which eats my blood Now No need to let her talk in this blog 5 Ashi talks? ...............Ashwin is my best friend and he is my best friend adn he is my best friend (Ek baar bola hotha Kuch Gaya hotha kya?) 6 RHea talks................hi Guys I am rhea I am Ashwins Sis.........Well He is a sweet bro who always teases me And gives me bad words Which hurt and i can change my Sinful self to someone he wishes me to be Studious I ask him Aaap kabhi studious the bhaiya? 7 Oye Bas Enough of people speaking this is my blog Now i will speak...... People come and go the public matters not a few people who pass their underestimated comments on my great writings,..,, I wish Napoleopn Bornpatre were here He would have been proud of me God I am Shit................. haha Napoelon Bonaparte God I better learn some theoroms now Exams in jUne ladies tata Astalavista Baby...............:) Ash 10 mai A Poem Wrote by me The Dreams which You have To Desire Are all those for which I aspire The Pettels of the Rose Just tell me You are the house of love A Love which Undying Defines me It completes me It Reminds me It makes me realise what I am Its a feeling I have never felt And It Makes my heart melt The Way in which You smile You are the one who will walk a mile With me together We will Conquer! For Us Awaits a Journey to be Started A Journey Which Will Define the Ethics Ethics of Pure Love Carved in Ivory Which Even the Gods Will crave for! For You are............. The one whome I love And whome this heart feels as One You are the one who makes me leap into the sky in hopes to fly Even I fail I do Leap Its because of you Because you are the dream A Dream Unconquered You are immortal Not a Human being Your soul is A Beauty in itself Its Not Mixed with Lust,Hatred Pride its Blended in Gold And Heavenly Jewels! They Find themselves Honoured to be crafted on thy crown For thee are Life In a human form! A Miracle Waiting to be unleashed A Miracle which may sense as a Normal Thing for the outside world but for this Cold Hearted Human Being You are God, You are Life For thee is whome I live for For whome I will die For thee is whome I would Love all my life! This poem is for that girl! .......................... 6 avril Life by A man who never could seee it!Life Life ..Now I am not the one who you should be exactly Consulting about life and Reality and other Stuff You see I am a Guy Who is not that type of it I am just as it comes "Unacceptable" I dont find any use writing on such topics instead I could have written about my new girl friend or girls or this and that But As I Just told a good friend of mine Ame There is more in life than Girls marriages and Sex and stuff Lets talk about What is reality The truth Which No one sees Not even me I am just one of his humble creations who tries to talk big things But Never did anything lets come to this point later Let me start on where i got this thought of writing this Article Or Epilogue About Life We have these one night stands you see (Not the ones with the girls) We take our bikes Drink a lot of beer and go driving on and on and on To nowhere Just go go go So on one such escapade There was a guy with me Vineeth So we went to the roadside ice cream vendor You see we were gonna get drunken soon So We had no ethics So we started playing with that guy Questioning him over the indiscriminate increase of 2 Cents in the Ice cream Costs I guess it came to one point That he uttered some words That I guess Some saint or revered one wont even think of It brought me down to earth He said it in hindi " Market mein putley milthey hai Bhagwaaan nahi" Now That means In the Market You may get idols of gods But You wont get God .Now Here is where the thinking starts A man who has to work 16 Hours a day to sell his ice creams to Customers who are people like us (Mostly) Who fight for a single penny He still smiles to each of his client And he could say these words Which I dont think I wouldn't be hearing in my life if it was not for this man . A Salute to this guy I think of myself in this Chain I always complain of this and that I never look at what we have rather than i ask for what we dont have. Like my friend Rahul always teases me for asking a Mango Bacardi in Goa Where i settled for another one with a frown on my face.Imagine if it was a place where you wont get water even and if I had got a glass of water I would have paid tons for that And would be happy with it But No I was not happy with that other flavor of Bacardi.Why? Why? Here Gandhi comes to play He once said Nature has provided man so much for his food Shelter and clothing .But not for mans greed. I am greedy.......Yes And we dont admit it Sorry Correct me I dont admit it Now As i chat I never think of those people who have to dig that earth and lay these fiber cables to give us Electricity And Internet Do we think of them No? We dont We curse our Internet company that we dont have internet ! Yes we do thats human nature We wont even think what it takes to give us that service and what we pay a mere 1000 Bucks? Well a Customer is important But A customer needs to think too. I have girls on my msn list who change Boy friends in alternative months and they say They love him Even I do that But is this love? Multiple Dates is not love This is Being unsecured.And Lets talk about What man is actually Like Stephen Hawkins Said He is just dust Yes we are dust thats it dust ..........I dont get this trilogy Man gets birth He then grows up marries and then again dies? Whats a life that is just survived for himself and for reproduction? I just dont get it No That doesent mean i am some revered or something i am the same guy who talks big and does nothing .I have been always been hearing one quote A strong man stands for himself a stronger man stands for others. I just cant see it You see The money I spend on Drinks and beer can be donated To people Rather than wasting it on some Sster of Acid which gives us intoxication for seconds. There is more of life than just Girls,Boys,Girl friend, this Love this Fights this Ice creams this alchohol This Technology This Money This Leisure. Try Searching Nigeria Famine Pics on Google See them You will know what food is. Sorry Again It should be I will know what food is when i waste tons of food See the way we shove water down that drain People Dont get water to drink. You know the reality Bites? i am a guy who just sits and complains May be Its the time I we and everyone start to see what is stinking inside our own bedroom than blaming the outside world Thats all Thanks Ash 23 mars This is for you !Well This is a Lyrics I would Like to dedicate it to that girl who has Shaped up my life in a very profound way and Still shapes it even if she is far far away from me There is something that I see In the way you look at me There's a smile, there's a truth in your eyes But an unexpected way On this unexpected day Could it mean this is where I belong It is you I have loved all along It's no more mystery It is finally clear to me You're the home my heart searched for so long And it is you I have loved all along There were times I ran to hide Afraid to show the other side Alone in the night without you But now I know just who you are And I know you hold my heart Finally this is where I belong It is you I have loved all along It's no more mystery It is finally clear to me You're the home my heart searched for so long And it is you I have loved all along Over and over I'm filled with emotion Your love, it rushes through my veins And I am filled With the sweetest devotion As I, I look into your perfect face It's no more mystery It is finally clear to me You're the home my heart searched for so long And it is you I have loved It is you I have loved It is you I have loved all along All urs princess Ash 16 mars Bring You back to Life -3Well Well Well Well Well (Why did i write that 5 times Huh?) So As
I write these lines With a half Shorts up my sleeve and a Half Shirt
(Popularly Addressed as Baniyan in the Indian Civilization) Let me tell
You About Some Moments of Substance I had today Some Moments Lost In
Time and which wont come back again 6.30 Morning .....Woke Up Didnt work the whole night so Pissed of with myself Saw Some Movies of Adam Sandler On the pc and Kinda Looking to start work soon enough But na this Mind of mine Wont let me work..............So Thought Fine No work today Till Then had something Put up inside my mouth And then Went off Outside to do some Timepass So went up to this Guys house (The Boy on the Pic) I just told him like that lets go Far Far away From Civilazations ,Money Time everything Far Far He said he didnt have any such FAR FAR place in his Discreet mind Well I guess the Newspaper Editors thought that 2 Useless Peices of Junk would need some brains So he had a ad on it That Some beach Resort Igatpuri So we went to Bhandardara A dam Far Far Away 100 Kms away This is to help you to Know how much Shit This place has http://india.journeymart.com/bhandardara/default.asp Well yes The Journey was Not so pleasant I must say The Roads were I guess Hostile to approach to their Unacclaimed Land of Beuty So Resisted us with dusk and Trucks and Sharp Curves and Stuff But I guess We finally Made it My activa won the battle in the end It had Cried all the way to the top with two asses on it Now U know This place is kinda good We didnt see the bats though its always inhabited by bats u see So The water and the waterfalls Kinda good So In a way Good progress on the picnic Front as such Now Whats going on in my life? ok lets see that part of the God Damm Freakin Story I have been accused By Some People That I am just On a Track of earning Money And Stuff and we had a confortation and stuff And thats it the Ideas clashed and a Sambar Utthapa Fight like Making Rice in beer instead of water 
So I guess i took the things out of me on the open and thought about it
A 18 year old guy Who doesent know Anything Earns so much each month
because Someone has been Protecting him? Well Yes i guess So may be its
time I spread my wings and fly ...............thinking this i Recarnate
my journey back to my home with Some food and some Beer in my stomach
Then This mail brings me back to earth Someone Put a Case on me on my
freelancing ID it Got me screwed out of wits and I had to take the help
again and again I guess But some day I will surely say oh Yea To my
mind which says Oh No .........And that Oh yeah would be like oh
noo...................I will say Oh Yeaah................Ok See the pics on the right side of the page THEY ARE NOT MINE ok! Those are Prince Charming Vineeth Kothmire a guy who has been with me since ages Like 10 Years or something And Rahul U know Why i went to this Trip I wanted to make that guy smile And he did He did And i liked it So u know Sometimes Things Do happen good! And Shit Happens! And yeah Rahul Finally You asked me Why I wasted 12000 Bucks on that Fucking Phone You know why? This is why I can click whenever i want to See the pics.....................Hope You will Understand Sony When you see them hehe :D 7 mars Bring You Back to Life 2Hi Again Well Let me update u on the situation ............Ashi a
good friend of mine says to me that i am busy always And I Never have
fun 
And My 18 year old career will be doomed with work and later i will
repent I say Wow thats a good point to pay heed to So I embark on a
journey Back to Life
Back to my ages 3 Years ago So I get up the next day Ditched the
classes as I did to those chate coaching classes in 11th Then Go on to
the same bus Meet the same conductor After 3 years Do Everything as per
i did that time Then I walk Along And see that many things have changed
or Well in ur terms Progressed Then I go to the ganges (maharashtrians
have their own version of the ganges - Godavari) And It stands As it
was 3 years back and the same as it was oncewhere i once Used to walk on that place the same river bank (slept once too) Good Going on that front! Now You may think why am I saying all those crappy past Illustrations Now the 21st century (meghnas way of saying that we are new) Well there is another Story Behind it So As You all know I work Now this work is something not worth of me or Me not worth of it or some issues between work and me didnt work out very well I suppose But Ashis Comment came as a shock to me I still believe that If I could get more Old About 22 or something Then my teenage life wont conflict with the professional life i have Because if that conflicts You are doomed! And I am Doomed And Another Heart attack was Sent by a cute little girl on Yahoo By the name of janika who says to me Are you on Vacation? That comment of her Set me thinking I said to her Yes I am on vacation and its set to end soon Enough And that will be today hmm Good Going for that front too Now The girls come into picture Well Girls are having holidays i suppose well let me call them as Friends not just girls I mean the girls who inhibit on my yahoo contact list Are sparse now Due to The Education board of India which is taking its toll on them Due to Exams anyway They will be back next month And Someone Special Will be back too .................So Next month is the Month of the month (hey what am i saying?) lols Well I guess I better get back to work! Anyway My pc Would like to say a few words Its pestering me since October (Buyed date) ok Here u go Smartass have your say  My pc Speaks: Ok Assh*** Thanks for giving me the Mike finally So Girls how yea doing ok ok Dont Poke me in the Bum Like Shweta used to Do to others At least you are not such a Snob Right Ash? or are you hehe! So U Working from today eh Well i heard that from You Since Ages You told me the same stuff back 4 months ago That u will be working from now So when are u gonna begin after u die? hmm Well Well well well Losers will be Losers So Forget This Loser Ashwin for a while and let me talk to you guys So Hows it hanging out there? well I dont have much to speak about Except this Ass Ash or whatver his name is So What does he do all day? well he works a littlle Sucks a lot of bandwith From BSNL at night hmm Just another of those highly Esteemed leaches In this world So other thing in his life Well his Girl I hope This is the last one He has had so many girls in his life that I guess its Equal to the Heaps of garbage on the River banks Of the ganges! Wow what a Comparison! Anyway This guys Is soon gonna Dump me For some Dell Xps Thing Crap I hate you Ash Anyway Forget the hating How are the girls You have? Are any of them Hot? I heard some girl from Delhi Looks Superb! And You are about to sign a secret pact with her! Good Good Good ! Its about time You find me a girl friend You Know Its long time i am with you what do u think i am Gay? Hmm If you think that way then Dip me in chocolate and Throw me to the girls ! lol Ok thats it for now Now I guess I Must end my vacation and get back to real work Wow Next month is gonna be rocking,Priya,meghna Ashi everyone will be back to bang bang! Wow I love Summers(minus the ass Kicking heat) lol Ok No more torture of humane souls reading this Crap monosyllables Written in Verdana 10 (thats the font Stupid)  18 février Bring You back to LifeThis
is a part of my life where The title Just Strikes me in some
Unintelligent way that I sit down and prepare another Crap story Ready
to be Read to the outside World Now The title is Copied From Cast Away
( PS I have mentioned Copied Not taken I will come to this Later) So whats up in my life eh Well Let us go back in time and Look back At the Events So Let me begin it was 22nd December 2006 hmm The Adventure Takes its course there I was sitting on A Flyovers Base in Nasik road Now Let me tell You how I got there .........There is one guy in my life who plays a Important part(why) in my life His name is Rahul Now those who must have gone Through my previous Editions of Crap must already been familiar with this Guy if u are a Virgin Reader let me enlighten you So Rahul is a guy who used to work with me in one place called as Sprint soft Services and then He left because of a fight and Now he is a successful Freelancer (With no cash) at least for now .............So The thing is I was working in some stingy place and I wanted to come out so I asked the Blessings of God and he dropped me a egg in the name of Rahul now he cracked and i am out Now I was working For Shitty 8 Months in some Stingy Place Where Even human Digestive pills Would get stomach upset if they work there  So He booked Me on my first Virgin Flight To GOA so Here i am at the flyover waiting for him  Now he arrives with some Glamour and graffiti and he talks he talks a lot Imagine Donkey from Shrek Actually sometimes its me who talks that much But I will give this human that previlage So We board up a bus to pune And stuff Now what am i saying this is not what U all wanna read right?? U want something interesting eh ok fine let me go on citing Go Goa -365 days a holiday Well Goa is A Diadem in India at least thats the place where I could get crap cheep beer and good food at low cost (Exceptions include Beach Food resorts which unknowingly Attack u with something called as VAT we bore the brunt of it) Now Thats goa Girls and stuff Well Remove the girls that would be better Other than Wireless girls I had none physical ones
So GOA finished with some fights with some cries In the kitty and then
We had a amazing Experience on a Train back home sitting next to the
Bathroom Hopefully Someone didnt eat too much those days so i guess we
were saved from such divine grace of Purified perfume drifting through
the Compartment So back home and back to the officeNow The office felt like shit after i came back because there was a bitch up there who wanted to kill and I guess i didnt want to be the Prey But i knew that the predator was gonna strike anyway so I thought to move out And thats the thing i did i moved out I pushed my fat ass out of that chair and kissed my laptop good Bye I miss her a lot And the fact unfortunately is she misses me too because she is being in hands of some ....................................leave it Some people are not worth mentioning  So
I resigned Out of that office But there were some issues Because i was
the one who used to love that place like anything I was only one i
guess Till now or in the future will be only one who cried there Slept
there Drank beer (once no one knows it ) And then suddenly The people
were Surprised Why did i move out even the predator was surprised that
she was losing a free prey But Another women was happy Now I don't
wish to mention those divine names and Preferably not the second Womens
name as I once used to Refer to her as my sis and she is pregnant now
So Leave it May god Bless her And One thing that is worth mentioning in
that office was a girl Ame Shah She rocks and she still rocks I guess
she is the only women who I stil like in that place (she is out now)But
she rocks And She taught me something that still helps me She once said
to me Try to treat everyone the same Dont discriminate people into best
friends and stuff and give them more importance and less and stuff and
Try to overlook the faults of others I said wow well she is over 5
years elder from me But yea She was good really good U rock yaar miss u
a lot Moti Now then let me describe the others There was one girl called as Tripta I never wanted to tell this But yeah I was jealous of her  she was good And Really good But then I guess Ames influence Made me feel Sublime of this girl Well she is a good lady And A cracky one And Best suited for that office Now Pranali Hmm a small young girl But a sweet one who Loves cafffine Sometimes i came to believe she was addicted to Drugs(coffe and tea drugs) Anyway I hope she rocks like she does now Then comes Anuprita more Well A nice lady No more comments on her hmm The Boys in that office Suck To be frank Except a boy called as Kunal The others really There was one Guy Called as Nitin The sadhu maharaj  never talks Dont know why and there was another called as Salman ripp off Rahul WOW I will say May be he can do the role of salman in Malegaon key Tere naam he is best suited for that Then We have our Boss Arupa pathare hmm ok nothing abt her or if i write i would have a good Epic here then And then there is A new girl in town Meghana who took over my hotseat Kudos Best of luck to u young lady But then I guess Someone worth mentioning here is Tini And Daryn my Bosses up at Spain Now She was The best women I ever met And I guess she was the only girl I cried Up in Goa She is worth my every single tear She rocks and she is the women who will rock till eternity Now Daryn Cross The big boss the captain Fred Flintstone  Well a nice guy But I belive he lets go of things Sometimes which Is Vulnerable for him and his Buisness Anyway I guess he is happy now with the progress of the team in India So thats it Finished with my office Now With my life  So Me out in the open with no work and no cash in the kitty Was Surprised at myself that i resigned on being inspired By a Movie well Thank you mani ratnam ur guru rocks at least for me I still believe that my resignation was the best thing i did ok make it second thing that i did First thing can be Joining that place Because what i am or what i am made of is the same dirt of that place So me turned to freelancing and I Just saw that i can do whatever i wish to do And they pay for ur work They dont just throw money at u just because u work I love them So then Again Now as i write Till last 10 days i was not working Reasons include no Lights at home and A Introduction of laziness in my curriculum Which Spoiled the dish for me  But
I got over it today or else i would have been doomed And would have to
go back to that shitty office again and beg Mrs Predator and ask her
for work again as some of the Losers beg her I feel like slapping them
(losers include the holy angels who once gave bad words on her name and
then came back to her saying they want work) sometimes i wish Someone
cant be more shittier than them Duh Leave then and that office now So What is left is Aaaah I forgot one thing I met one girl named as Meghna Joshi from Delhi on 17th Jan i guess And I dont know why she is turning me into a fortune man At least in the work hmmm lets see where the fortune cookie Is set to land Now she innocently writes Such mails that No one could ever write to me lol u wont imagine she calls up and blushes for one whole hour when we talk Wow i say Great going girl u rock! Anyway Everything in excess is dirt so enough of Meghnaising  So Before i end I wish to tell u that if u are Sick bored of ur life feel like dying and stuff Watch a movie called as pursuit of happiness
by will smith Thats the thing that motivated me to work again today I
guess it was the same thing that motivated Rahul back 2 days when he
was broke So Bring u back to life they say Bring You back to life  ............You
urself can bring urself back to life No one else can Movies do motivate
and go Quotes show the light But if u keep ur eyes closed then u are
the loser there And if u just See them and dont do anything then Go
Fuck urselves (Sorry for the bad language in the end) I guess thats enough for the day let me try to Boost my sales let me try to sell myself You want it we have it -Ebay  Just Do it - Nike Ok those are for the people crazy for brands lol ok ok i know it sucks i dont care lol  27 janvier Work Work Work WorkAh yes So Whats up you may ask well nothing As such would be the usual Reply if someone asks me on the IM industry But now its the Blogging Industry and To make Microsoft Reap Benefits of its Services I am here to make myself Vulnerable online.hmm Ah yes Well I left my job After seeing a Movie wow Can u believe I left my job after seeing Guru lols No probs I am more happy and more Enlightened now Had a trip to goa with a close friend Didnt see chicks there though Because i already had a girl at home waiting for me so had no interest in the others Well Dont have anything more to right this season I am switching to brand fewer these days U see No girls no nothing jst Brands Sony,Intel A brand matters ok Bye gotta go Now The new language i have learnt is Work Work Devotion to work pays believe me it does rather than those Timepass and stuff Well Jst want to end with a quote There are heroes in evil and in Good Those who appear a hero for what we prize Appears a hero for our eyes Ash 7 janvier My First Tryst with LoveHi guys Remember me ? yea prince charming all right ok fine poor joke ! So where was I aaah yes Love Now I don't know what is Love or whats the feeling u get when ur in Love But I got a feeling last evening I was at the Local Barber where My head was treated as a appliance twisted and turtled in all the directions A 10 year old child would recite Without much Icha and ucha from my side I give way to the Barber to Blossom his creativity on my mantle Now then I went into day dreaming ok the next part is Shitty believe me shitty I shout on the Top of my voice I LOVE u ............... ok like the hostile fill in the blanks this ............goes for one girl I shout her name in front of the Whole saloon Now first I am honored that they didn't take my voice for a donkey braying Thanks guys Im obliged Now then comes the questionare Who is this guy talking about? The next guy asks u drunk? then another another question I come out of the place in a Cleanly shaven Chin And neatly cut Hair And Giving Ironical Pranises to the Barber for his Experimentations Which found solacle in my Ownerships Now Then I come back to my laptop I put it on and Wolla the same girl sends me the Cutest Love letter I ever Read in my life I had attempted to make her lose interest in seeing amazonian Monkeys roaming around this planet But all my efforts were futile she replies me with this evn i dont look vry good ok , but donno y boys like me? dont n dont cut ur hair, grow thm
well i cnt join u in bath, eeeee i'll get old !! but wnna dance with me ? u'll lose
i was doin my work actually n repling u side by side. i wanna see u my dream again so that 2morrow will be a good day for me,
1st
i use to think that love is bullshite, but after meeting u i take my
words back, i do want to meet u , but let the correct time cm !! u knw
wt,
evn i m vry short temperd, it will be hard for u to
handle me n i m worried that if one day we land up fighting thn who
will cool down early ? n who i'll calm another one ?
nyway we'll see that later!! listen
whn u stay online the whole day ,hw do u go to college ? as u said ur dream in IT? darling r u studing ?
gtg momma calling , i'll try to cm 2morrow ..
plz cm in my dream 2 day
love u
Now the Last line is what melted me to the kernel Cmon U guys cannot imagine what it signifies for me She says in such a beautiful tone that please come in my dreams today Now what shall i say to this girl One thing I must say I wont break her heart ever Wow I must say Good Girls do exist Ashi u there???? Hello So Proof for you that from now I am NOT i mean IM NOT going to do hostile takeovers on you Let there be light! Love u Me.................. Ok Firefox Even if your a bit unorthodox I must admit U helped me spell check I thank you too ! 8 décembre Mr Lonely.Hi wazz up? well you may think whats up with this jackass?
 Well fine i dont mind being a jackass now Once a loser always a loser thats the way i categorise myself Well People say True Love cures people or makes people good from their over hyper deceptive world out here which is tearing this 18 year old guy into peices I just dont know A gal whome I loved like hell doesent even care for me now and here im as a hopeless fool just thinking of her.Love they say Is the mother of them all yea right the same love which caused me to change from a hopeless jackass to a corporate jackass a love for the company a Love for a friend rahul, A love for some girl who once promises something and then she tarnishes my hopes with all her sweet talk later now i see myself in the mirror where am I can i see my face In the mirror and i cant see my eyes toe to toe i put my neck down feeling ashamed of myself Sometimes in those serene moments I think of my deeds without a cappella. I just feel as if i have abashed my soul to forsake it for some materialist goals. A good friend says to me that Ash ur not orginal Ur having plastic smiles on ur face I say Yes I do have plastic smiles on my face and to accentuate that statement of mine i go more upset thinking of myself................................The same feeling now creeps up my veins I am feeling abjected from inside. People say I am adroit in many of my works And i take aggrandize my being 18 year old guy who works Statement Now someone comes and tell me in his mediocre words that dont U think ur jst affectioning ur 18 year old tagline yes then i realise I then realise a problem with me I know what is right and wrong I know which step leads to good and which step leads to bad But then I will go with the bad In those moments of ambivalence where one part of my heart and the other part plays games with each other where one part of the heart decieves the other and the other one cries Sometimes I feel i could drift back to time and would be back in school rather than working this Corporate environment is not for me I am not its amulet Its just one phase which a man has to breach in one point of age.
Well i am just alone now No girls no friend just Mr lonely. Only Mother net is an analgesic. I wish I could not be in this antagonistic environment. The work is not assiduous but the phase is.
I am just drifting off in the water of the seas inhibited by those sharks waiting to pounce on me Well hi sharks eat me up i would be better up in ur stomachs than live like this
Bye 3 décembre Avi Rebuilt ........ Let me begin with a evil smile For people who dont know Avi unfortunately U have to go through this exercise 1. Read his blog http://ruralking.spaces.live.com/ 2.Read his blog again in my blog 3...................lol Hi Office this is Avi I Am back to pass my comments again Let me begin rewriting my blog again What to write what not to write Yes i am the only blogger on this planet and I want to make my blog the most read blog in the whole wide world as I am RURAL KING Good People(A LIE) Now When i completed my Engg I was full of hopes of getting a job of 15000 at least But Spirint Tarnished the hopes of my greedy Brain Ash’s review- Ah so someone has started blogging Superb Avi we would love to see u become famous and good Luck Sorry I thought We are Shit Not Bull shit as u described anyway See its on people how they perceive their situations We cant help it Sprint or (Spirint) cant change people you have to change it Mind it No company is perfect its on the employees to make it perfect. 1.Rahul Sir (Google fan) - He is a very hot gun with empty shells Hot gun I mean to say He has nothing in core just he is just something from outside a different mask outside hey did I mean that I didn’t I didn’t And he helped me a lot he taught me that Altavista is not the best search engine hey it is the best search engine I haven’t heard of Google in my life What is google U puny beast of burden What is Google Altavista is the best got it? Ash’s Review – Well well well What do we have here one who is crying for another one who doesn’t even know he is crying superb Filmy story Why don’t u make a film on the girls it would go for the Oscars
2.Gauri ( Childish Girl) Ash’s Review- hey someone came out clean Gauri U win this round Ash (Asshole) This Ashwin was very rude to me and always slapping me around in the office I hate him first but one day when I asked him about his father he told the truth so I changed Once we went for a Beer and I told something which hurt Ash Ash’s Review- I don’t know what to say Avi But one thing Good engg me? Rethink that
Shweta ( I hate her dodoqueen) Shweta is very intelligent brain Ash’s Review- hi Sis so Avi says he hates u eh well I don’t want him to like u either or else he would have written more things about you good he kept it short so Avi where were we so 10 days equation eh superb man then you should be the president of India you would eradicate poverty which has been disdaining the country in 10 days right don’t worry the next election we would vote for you the whole SPIRINT would vote for you Pranali (no comments) She is quiet girl I don’t have any problems with her So nothing Ash’s Review – So no grudges against pranu eh well no one has as she doesn’t poke her nose in anyone’s affair
Anu ( Insufficient Data) I don’t know much about her but I would like to say something but I am afraid Ash’s Review – oh afraid of Anu even we are afraid can u help us?
Rupali (evil girl) this girl looks very poor but she is not she is too evil and too silent and capable of bombing people good I am now far away from her or she would have killed me Ash’s Review – Wow hey Rupali can u bomb me I would Love to be bombed by you.
Triptha (hmmm) Ok here too I fail as I have insufficient data but one thing she passed a comment on MY Blog that she wont like me to say her as pretty Ash’s Review – Triptha whose this I don’t know oh u mean the content writer oh now I get it so what did she do to you avi poor child Triptha why did u harm that baby so mean of you
Ami( American megatrends integratred something something) This girl is gujju and I want to announce that to the whole world and yes she is jst 4.11 So I am always laughing on seeing her She is good too frank to be honest And I told her everything I know Ash’s Review – American Megatrends eh wow ame You are a spy from that company who wants to steal information from sprint u puny beast of feminine nature Spirint would survive with spies like u infecting us hehe . good luck for the future in the industry Kunal (good boy) He has black spots on his body So he is black spot on the engg community he Is too talkative and a good friend of mine as he comes down with me everyday to hear my bad words about the girls Ash’s Review – oh kunal show me that black spot the next time we meet
Sam (best friend) Sam he was my best friend in the company and I share many things with him now he is in pune I miss him for his giggles in the office at lunch and down where both used to give so much bad words to the office that no one can hear it now I am going to join him in few days and then we would give more bad words Ash’s Review – oh so sweet I m in tears yeh jodi salamat rahe Well planning to marry Arupa Pathare (CEO) - Arupa she is the Ceo of the company a very nice lady and she taught me a lot more than I think I could learn But she used to slap me very much so I a bit dislike her in the end She didn’t slap anyone as she did slapping to Ash’s Review – Avi Avi Avi when will u learn and what do u mean by slapping? ah yes work yes I Know she works but what about you if u call seeing seminars by Microsoft and making the office hear Himesh reshamiya Ok Now ash is taking the board with the keys away from me so bye Bye office Ah welcome back to Theburningsouls world So avi I got only one thing to tell u hope u learn by that “There is no future in any job, the Future Lies upon the People who hold that job” And where are Tini and Daryn in the blog hey no revives about them eh ok fear eludes u eh okays fine so We would be waiting to hear about your next company and its components till then We leave u in peace NOTE- All trademarks registered Copywright violation would lead to more Shit added to the respective Person who would poke me in the Bum with a stick . No changes would be done to the Blog irrespective of People complaining or whatever I simply dont care intel outside devil inside tin tin ta tin.......................... Ash
26 novembre SorrySorry.......well i don't begin my blogs like this but this one is to Apologise to Amrita Well the thing is I hurt her day before yesterday when i confessed something So I'm A bit Perturbed on her condition now she may be smiling on the face but on the inside the baby Amrita still cries she thinks i don't know her,She can correct her vocabulary to hear a Big NO as i really know her well She was my first gf to spill the beans And for instance I kinda Loved her but u know everything turned out in the wrong way it is not her mistake I admit It may be my mistake or u can say I'm the one who is guilty here She is just 15 and me being 18 I couldn't understand the girl which beats inside her I don't know what to say All those mature Comments I have heard from people abt me now seem Immature When i face amrita I don't know how I would Look to her on the face Now on the top she calls me a Bhaiya that hurts more, She is trying to hurt herself by calling me bhaiya.................. a brother.
Amrita all i got to say is I am sorry I guess its destiny or something what people call,Well I learnt thru someone that I was your true love and stuff ............i don't have words to speak to you or something like that I am speechless
take care
Bye
24 novembre hmmI am kinda CLueless now what to write and what not too Life is jst running fine no more girly wirly demons emitting Fire from their Throat jst I have one issue to magnify about I jst saw the Movie Shrek in the morning and i would like to give my Shitty comments on that Movie well the movie is kinda sorta good But some scenes touched me Like one where Shrek says That people jst have one look at him and vomit out that he is one smelly ugly Oger before knowing him Well sometimes i too feel the same as someone also calls me Shrek he used to call be before actually And I too resemble Shrek a lot I am fat I am ugly and Smelly and I stink So hows u guys up there on the top of the treee???  18 novembre here we go again............HI again here i go again boring u Well today is Ashis birthday and as i mailed her to wish her that i was reminded of another friend of Mine His name is Rahul Bhonsode he used to work with me before and to acknowledge he was my best friend{Hostile of course} Well let me go on Blah blah........abt this jackass hmm he was abt 24 and stuff and Some webmaster or something My first initial days were hell in the office thanks to his pious efforts then i donno may I understood him or vice versa i used to say everything to him i mean U know more than anyone else he was the same place as Ashi is now bt i feel She cant reciprocate the same hell he used to give me hmm hell in a heaven of our own . Sometimes when i drift away into the silence of the night and jst drive myself to the coldness of the desert untouched virgin sands Where no one can breach only i can attain the pinnacle of their crowns i think abt him i donno y well i miss him he has left the office now and he is outside then sometimes i think what is rahul jst a Human being then i say no Ash he was jst nt a human being he jst revolutionized ur concept of the Internet I hated him for something that he never used to give me the button to the lights of my brains he used to tell me to clean the circuits myself well that i hated then but now i think if rahul were not there then had he done that spoon feeding i wouldnt have been now here and as i go on i feel why do i remember him there were many like him in my office like hema,thabhi,angel who was my crush bt now i dont even remember them then i realize some people who live in the immortality of our soul and they can peep into ur minds and make u speak out the things u would hate so vomit out well he knows i miss him hope he misses me too i still feel what i am is due to rahul i wish he could be with me now oops na fate wills otherwise he has nt destined us to be together for more than a few futile months I jst can say one concluding lines he did the work in few months that others would have taken years to modify this jackass Thank you Rahul Here im back rahul after 8 hours i was jst thinking u know i could be better u could now be in the office with us and stuff jst if i could have stopped my selfishness jst because of it i lost and now i regret it the office never feels the same the jokes dont sound funny the food doesent sound Yummy the chats dont sound intresting now its like u know i have a house bt not a home 500 gals to chat with bt not one friend to chat I wish i could exchange all those gals or everything i have to have u in the office or sometimes i feel y we met u know the Beer doesent sound Beer any more It jst tastes like water with some chemicals thrown into it i left it by the way today for ashi as a birthday gift bt things dont seem normal u know i jst feel incomplete ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i felt i could forget u or i wont miss u again in this corporate world where no one cares for anyone but this jackass does miss someone thats Rahul Baba y when u pop up on my yahoo saying nrirahul i feel to talk to u bt i then restain myself saying that he is busy u know ur nt a gal or someone who i can forget its like u have made me lose my virginity by taking me in this corporate world and .............................................leave it now everything is in a pandemonium ..........Bye |
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on my face as im gonna write Avis blog again
I am unstoppable My first blog is About Spirint (Gauris version) Soft Services Satpur Nasik A good office with
by offering just 4000 I was deflated on the Spot Because I am RURAL KING and they offered a King so less leave it Now I know why the industry sucks Let me Begin now how much Bull shit the industry is (Excluding me because I am rural King ) Let me start writing my Blog as I am going to be world famous soon as people all over the world would like to read a Jackasses Experience in a office In some corner of this Universe And in some city where no one has ever heard of why u people will ask because I Am ………..u know 
Now he is out so he cant oppose me so the RURAL KING wins this round.one thing I would like to mention he used to keep those gals at bay which Now no one can the food doesent enter my mouth nicely I have to push it with my hand so much pain oooooo I cant bear it the gals are ruling over this place without him now 
and so he changed I was amazed that some Shit could turn to more bull shit by some words and that too the words of Rural King wow I am amazed Ash ur my subject my grace would always prevail around you now he is doing his engg And I hope he becomes a good engg 
on the earth But to be frank she doesent know anything If u ask me because I RURAL KING is greatness in human form I would add more bad words to her on my blog later I was afraid of her because when I published my blog she always used to poke my bum with a stick to change the contents of my blog what has she to do when I write the truth she tarnished the reputation of the RURAL KING so I hate her I think this girl never works and the work she does in 10 days is done by me in one day. 
And she jst Loves to talk talk like some character in Shrek why cant she keep her mouth Shut for 10 mins I jst ask her 10 mins of peace and what does she give me MORE LINKS to do duh ................grrrrr..........
But I was not going to say her as pretty duh what does she think of herself and then she ends with saying that I would be in trouble if I had written more well I would say I am already in trouble with all these femine creatures slicing me everyday duh 
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